He started making origami boats. He needed something to distract him, something to do with his hands.
Large squares of coloured paper, really for children, but suitable for his large, clumsy fingers, turned into cheerful boats at his kitchen table. Why not boats? They seemed the simplest shape to begin with.
He took one in when he visited his mother, with the usual butterscotch and chocolate. She was delighted by it, delighted that he’d made it, delighted that he’d brought it to her.
So he took one with him whenever he visited, until the windowsill and the top of the fridge were covered by boats, until the ceiling fan blew boats around the room in summer, until the staff found a vast glass bowl to be filled with brightly coloured origami boats, a potpourri of the love of a son.
One day she was holding one of the boats when he came in. She wasn’t really sure who he was by then. She just knew that he brought the boats.
“I’ll have to go soon. On a boat. Will I have to go alone?”
“You will”, he said honestly, “but I’ll be here to see you away safely, so don’t worry”.
“And everyone will be there to meet you when you arrive, so you’ll only be alone for a moment”, he lied.
He had no idea what would happen once she sailed away, he just knew that part of seeing her off was telling her this comforting lie.
She pointed to the bowl full of boats. “What will happen to those?”, she asked.
“I’ll look after them.”
“That’s good. I’ve been worried about them.”
She closed her eyes.
He resisted the urge to call the nurse, watched the origami boat fall from her fingers.
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